crazy little thing called love - p' shone's notebook


don't know how long is it
that i have to resist everything
hide all of the truth in my heart..

"this book is funny but it makes me know how much that you have tried"

every time we meet
every time you turn to me
that i pretend to be still..

"i want to tell you that you had succeeded since you began to do"

do you know how much i have to force myself?
can you hear that?

"she looks the same, snow white with dental braces. she looked the same, cute as always"

my heart..
is telling you i love you
but i cant reveal my true feeling to anyone

"touched her hand for the first time, but i had to release it cause others would curious"

can you hear that?
my heart..
is waiting there for you to open

"gave her an apple but i bit it."
"you've been better, fight! nam"

can only hope you will know it
someday..
though i love you
though i feel it
but deep inside isn't brave enough

"love can win everything especially fear"
"the first day, it was very difficult to grow"
"today, i gave the rose to nam. i said it was from my friend, it's because i'm tight-lipped"
"today i saw top confessed. you know ì'm hurt. why our time never match?"
"me too, wanted you to ride on my back"
"nam, will you be my girlfriend?"

can only hope you will know it
that i'm the one here to love you
i'm begging you please know it
someday...

crazy little thing called love

monday i'm waiting
tuesday i'm still waiting to see
see, see if you're fine
wednesday. you're still not here
neither in the morning, nor later
thursday is also empty
friday, saturday or sunday
none of the day that i don't miss you
none of the day that you will come back
to be in our old days
the day that i met you
the day that i was close to you
the day that we held hands
the day that i loved you
the day that i spoke to you
the day that you listened to me
how long it will be like this? i don't know
how many months or years?
how many billions of our past memory?
i never don't miss you..............

what i wanted!! my wishes!! my dreams!!!!


entah kenapa gue selalu pengen punya pulau pribadi. di pulau itu, nanti gue ajakin petani2 dan nelayan2, gue suruh ngegarap di pulau gue dan hasilnya di ekspor. mungkin bisa ngesejahterain hidup mereka, i hope.di pulau itu, nggak boleh ada gedung dan mobil yang bikin polusi. di pulau itu gue pengen seenggaknya 90% nature, paling hal2 modern yg boleh ada di pulau itu cuma jalan raya yg mulus aja
mobil cuma boleh mobil yg eco-friendly. begitupun rumah2 dan semuanya yg ada di pulau gue tersebut.
kayak film tentang lingkungan yg gue suka tonton di metro tv waktu itu. jadi ada rumah yg 100% eco-friendly. sumpah itu bagus banget, sampe2 baju dan rangka mobil pun dibuat dari botol bekas yang di daur ulang. dan itu kereeeeeeeeeeeen bangeeeeeeeeeeet!!!
dan rumah impian gue, adalah rumah kayu sama batu2 alam. kecil mah nggak apa-apa yg penting halamannya luas. dan rumah impian gue di pinggir pantai, jaraknya 200 meter lah jarak maksimalnya banget. tapi karena gue gak suka hawa panas dan lembab, mungkin rumah gue akan di desain seadem-ademnya dan akan banyak warna ijo dan biru di rumah gue itu. dan juga pohon-pohonan.
lalu, gue juga pengen punya ladang dan peternakan. gue itu suka banget sama binatang dan gue pengen tinggal bareng banyak banget hewan. gue pengen punya harimau putih, tapi gue gak tega buat ngeburu dia, takut punah :'(
yah segitu deh garis besar dari impian gue, semoga semuanya bisa jadi nyata amin amin ya allah :)

my dream list.

dream 1 : masuk smanti. status: done
dream 2 : masuk OSIS. status: done
dream 3 : majuin ekskul smanti. status: otw
dream 4 : punya penghasilan sendiri. status: baru dimulai
dream 5 : masuk ips. status: beberapa minggu lagi hasilnya keluar
dream 6 : masuk jurusan sejarah. status: kira2 2 tahun lagi
dream 7 : umrahin mama-papa. status: baru dimulai
dream 8 : golden retriever!! status: pas nikah mungkin..
dream 9 : menguasai berbagai bahasa. status: baru rencana
dream 10 : jadi orang kaya!! status: start now
dream 11 : bahagiain papa mama. status: otw
dream 12 : nikah muda, punya anak 3. status: umurnya belum nyampe.
dream 13 : punya rumah sendiri. status: umurnya belum nyampe.
dream 14 : sorbonne universite. status: kira2 4 tahun lagi.
dream 15 : punya pulau pribadi, bikin 'pulau ramah lingkungan' status: ??????

semoga suatu hari, gue bisa mencapai semua mimpi-mimpi gue dengan sukses. YEE HAA!!!!!!!!! amin! :)

happy anniversary :)


wow, it's been 27 months!!!!!!!!!!!!
27 months together as one
27 months together in one heart
27 months you and me
27 months our story

HAPPY 27 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!
love you more and more :)
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